Heart in a Shell

You keep your heart in a shell
Hoping that no one can tell
Of the terrible choices you made
But it all went to hell
The ringer's sounding the bell
As your throat comes to feel, this sharp blade
The noises all swell
From whisper to yell
And the calm in the crowd starts to fade
The crowds sanity fell
Yet i still wish you well
For the silence, your poor life, did you trade.............

I don't even know.... lol

I'm walking through life
On a virtual high
No dealing with strife
cuz we don't say goodbye

you make it all worth it
and that's what i adore
but i can't wait til i sit
On that beautiful shore

hand in hand with you
and my life stops on a dime
this moment is brand new
after the thirtieth time

we sit and we stare
into the beautiful waves
it's almost unfair
love can make us its slaves

but all that we know
is life's beautiful sound
off the edge you can go
Just keep me around

And when life is a bitch
I'll keep pushing through
Cuz this heart held with stitch
Is the best i could do

Remember

come all, gather round
and listen to the sound
of the daylight, that's breaking today

It's nothing to the rest
but only the best
can see through this stupid facade

the sun that we see
that shines o'er you and me
is losing its brilliant shine

It's sad to be honest
How much we both promised
and the lies that were hidden beneath

but as day falls to night
the dark beats the light
and I've all given up on the world

but I beg you, don't lose heart
keep moving once you start
and remember the love in your life

Ugh, fine :D

So one (scratch that) two people have seen this and liked it, and told me to keep going with it, so i will :P. but i still have no idea what to put on here, I'll probably write more poetry, or write a song, something. and if i can get a video uploaded maybe i'll even play guitar, butttttt, so far I got nothing :/ so yeah, suckishness

:THISBLOGSUCKS

I'm still writing random crap on here, and nobody is even viewing it yet. i have approx. thirteen views, all from me logging on. So I'm a little bit discouraged, but ima keep on writing, cuz  even if nobody ever reads it, its still somewhere to post stuff for random people to see, I can't wait to start marching band, I march for the Concord Marching Minutemen, we got 3rd at Indiana State Finals last year, .1 point away from second and .2 away from first :(, and i just took a break while typing this, and came across a complicated set of circumstances, which now have me saying, What!? but its all okay, and i must depart...

okay fine, i'll write poetry, because i can

Step into darkness, and walk through the night
the shadows enclose, and you can't give a fight
your fire extinguished, your spirits all dashed
but as you pick up the pieces of a heart that was smashed
you see that this world is brighter than it seemed
you forget why you fought, and forget why you screamed
tossing and turning
running and burning
it was never the world, it was you and yourself
the fact is... the world, is just what we make it
so run this straight through to the end, and then some
til your soul is the rythym and your heart is the drum

Mwhahahaha!

I'm still just writing random crap about random stuff. so if anybody ever does read this, please tell me what kinda stuff i should write about. hahaha anyways, I'm kinda pissed today, cuz im talkin about my dreams and aspirations to be a musician to my dad, and what does he do. yeah but you're never gonna make it. you have to be really good to make it in the music industry. Yay dreamcrushers, UGH, but not to worry, i still know that i've gotta keep trying. so here, im thanking my mom, and Shaske, the only two who understand and support my dreams :D

Random crap about me

I still don't know what to post on here, but I figure I might as well talk about something. So, I live with my Mom and Step dad, and seven siblings. I've got a brother, a sister, two stepbrothers (one lives with his mom) a stepsister, twin half brothers, and a half brother that isn't a twin. We're actually really close for a family that comes from so many different paths of life, and I'm really happy that we don't have most of the issues that usually come with the blended family package. I go to my dad's every weekend, yeah not much else to say there ha ha. Anyways, other than my gigantic family, my life consists of music. I play several instruments, listen to most kinds of music, unfortunately i have no gift for composing, but my director taught me how to do improv (improvisation) at a jazz ensemble, and that's one of the things that comes most easily to me, and i love it :D it's amazing hahaha. Anyways, I'm done with this post, sorry if I've bored you too much, and goodbye

First Blog :D

Hey to anyone reading this, im not exactly sure how this whole blogging thing works, but i've been told you can put whatever you want on here. First of all, i hate my title, but i just found a random song on my mp3 and went from there. and second, well actually i dont have a second. anyways, thanks for reading this and i hope at some point i figure this whole thing out...