okay fine, i'll write poetry, because i can

Step into darkness, and walk through the night
the shadows enclose, and you can't give a fight
your fire extinguished, your spirits all dashed
but as you pick up the pieces of a heart that was smashed
you see that this world is brighter than it seemed
you forget why you fought, and forget why you screamed
tossing and turning
running and burning
it was never the world, it was you and yourself
the fact is... the world, is just what we make it
so run this straight through to the end, and then some
til your soul is the rythym and your heart is the drum

Mwhahahaha!

I'm still just writing random crap about random stuff. so if anybody ever does read this, please tell me what kinda stuff i should write about. hahaha anyways, I'm kinda pissed today, cuz im talkin about my dreams and aspirations to be a musician to my dad, and what does he do. yeah but you're never gonna make it. you have to be really good to make it in the music industry. Yay dreamcrushers, UGH, but not to worry, i still know that i've gotta keep trying. so here, im thanking my mom, and Shaske, the only two who understand and support my dreams :D

Random crap about me

I still don't know what to post on here, but I figure I might as well talk about something. So, I live with my Mom and Step dad, and seven siblings. I've got a brother, a sister, two stepbrothers (one lives with his mom) a stepsister, twin half brothers, and a half brother that isn't a twin. We're actually really close for a family that comes from so many different paths of life, and I'm really happy that we don't have most of the issues that usually come with the blended family package. I go to my dad's every weekend, yeah not much else to say there ha ha. Anyways, other than my gigantic family, my life consists of music. I play several instruments, listen to most kinds of music, unfortunately i have no gift for composing, but my director taught me how to do improv (improvisation) at a jazz ensemble, and that's one of the things that comes most easily to me, and i love it :D it's amazing hahaha. Anyways, I'm done with this post, sorry if I've bored you too much, and goodbye

First Blog :D

Hey to anyone reading this, im not exactly sure how this whole blogging thing works, but i've been told you can put whatever you want on here. First of all, i hate my title, but i just found a random song on my mp3 and went from there. and second, well actually i dont have a second. anyways, thanks for reading this and i hope at some point i figure this whole thing out...